Top 20 out of nearly 300 entries is still crazy good, keep pushing forward, I used to go weeks in other online contests with no comments or recognition. But I never gave up, now many 1st place wins later (in the double digits) God gets the glory, and I allow myself to be used as His instrument and vessel to preach the gospel and impact lives.
My reason for music is bigger than most people's reasons for doing music, you can't get more serious than caring about other people's safety physically and spiritually and concerning yourself with people's salvation status...
God bless