I think right now I'm like you so time back when you didn't find twitch stream worth it. But you are right about so many things and one of them is the fact that change is something that we can't fight, as we grow we keep learning and we will definitely change no matter how long it takes.
Good luck with your twitch stream, I'm very sure that with time you'd get the right viewers and streamers.
I am feeling excited about it. When I go with what I’m excited about I always learn a lot even if it doesn’t pan out how I hope 😃
That's a good start then, hopefully it will go even better than you thought with time.