Oh, our older generations had so much wisdom. We have access to all the information via the internet, but they had all the practical wisdom and touch. I sometimes feel saddened by the thought that few listen to the old who are still alive.
I hope that you find a patch of ground you can cultivate! It is amazing what even a little green and touch of the soul in your hands can do to your mental health. I hope that you find newfound happiness in growing things again! Stay safe.