The important thing is that each one is at peace and satisfied with himself.
Absolutely spot on! That's the essence of it all - the meaning of everything. 😊 I have the exact opposite problem - I want to do nothing and be satisfied with this 'leisure', I want to have no remorse for resting and doing nothing. I don't want to be productive, I just want to rest. Unfortunately, I am not used to such a thing.
Anyway. It all started from your lovely garden - a real treasure. And you are one lucky person - the contact with nature, with the soil and plants brings back the true meaning of life!