Hi, welcome to this community where we can express our own exeperiencies and have a chance to motivate other people with our stories.
I salute to you, as a wife and a mother we need to sacrifice a lot of things but it's all worth it. Our dicisons, plans and desires should be done accordingly. We cannot decide anymore with our self alone but with our husband and children. About your passion in teaching, I know you are happy this time because online teaching is really a noble job, helping our student to learn in English makes us happy too. Keep it up.