3 months gone. I am now half way through my probation period since i changed my job. As much as i hate to say, the previous job was actually one of the best i can get already, but still i decided to leave because i wanted to join my friend. Now that i am in an awkward situstion. I myself already knew i can't perform well in this job, not as well as my previous job, but still i took a great risk joining it.
Have you heard of the song from Fastball, out of my head? This is how exactly i feel now. Here goes the lyrics.
Sometimes I feel
Like I am drunk behind the wheel
The wheel of possibility
However it may roll
Give it a spin
See if you can somehow factor in
You know there's always more than one way
To say exactly what you mean to say
Was I out of my head?
Was I out of my mind?
How could I have ever been so blind?
I was waiting for an indication, it was hard to find
Don't matter what I say, only what I do
I never mean to do bad things to you
So quiet, but I finally woke up
If you're sad, then it's time you spoke up, too
Was I out of my head?
Was I out of my mind?
How could I have ever been so blind?
I was waiting for an indication, it was hard to find
Don't matter what I say, only what I do
I never mean to do bad things to you
So quiet, but I finally woke up
If you're sad, then it's time you spoke up, too
Was I out of my head?
Was I out of my mind?
How could I have ever been so blind?
I was waiting for an invitation, it was hard to find
Don't matter what I say, only what I do
I never mean to do bad things to you
So quiet, but I finally woke up
If you're sad, then it's time you spoke up
Too
If you're interested hear me sing, below is the link to WeSing, i have recorded a karaoke in the car 5 years ago, when covid hit us so hard and i felt exactly the same during that time. The only difference is, that was what the pandemic does to us, and this time around, i did this to myself.
The job is really worrying, I'm still far behind my budgeted production for the company. If i couldn't get the numbers up in time, there's a chance that they will ask me to leave. Its an American company, laying off "burden" is what they do. I have a colleague jumped out of his 13 floor condo, i can still see his name registered in the company share folder until this day.
I'm not counting it on #hive. I have only about 50k HP, its not going to help me to any extend at all if i needed a job or business to make ends meet. I'm still posting because i made a promise to increase my delegation for ASEAN Hive to 50k before end of the year. Since u have ran out of cash and no more bitcoins, making post to continue support the community seems like the only viable option.
Pray for me. Pray that i have faith in God, pray that i have strength in working my ass off, so i can pay the bills.
These are some profile photos of a condo my ex-girlfriend helping to sell. Why ex-girlfriend? Technically, she's my wife, so she cant be my girlfriend at the same time. So, she has "resigned" as a girlfriend of mine 🤣
3 months to go and david off probation O.O.
you can do it bro. You are hardworking. Your efforts will pay off. You only lose when you quit!
Or off the job. Thanks for the wishes. The USJ1 deal still up. Lemme arrange and see if can meet you up there at Damen. Can you sneak out from office during tea break?
you're welcome man. Um sure but need to let me know in advance. I lrt to usj7 then walk to Damen or something. Not today bah
No geh. Or I can go fetch you after my business appointment
o.o im here The 19 USJ City Mall (Palazzo 19 Mall) about 4 stops down but not really any good food here
Very near to my the other client. Now I have two at the area. Catch you when I have an appointment there
lol is it ok that works out. your clients subang lang dam
but give me like 12 hrs ontice leh
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STOPOnly 3 months to go, you can do it! Btw, how much is the condo? I heard Malaysia is a great place for retirees.
这一家马币大概60万。换算美刀，大概12万。
I'm in the same boat dear! Let's God decide our path. Wish that we can b own boss n no more in the industry 😆
唉。我们都不容易，我更怕做不好连累了大佬。
I will pray for you that you can do it. Always think that your not the only one struggling in this world you always think even if you have a challenge you are strong to face it unlike the others that they have no home and no food to eat and put in the table. You are so lucky to have a good work and easily to find other work. Don’t worry about the challenge you have right now because it will not too long to have, next is you handle it good and make a better future soon.I hope you have a good day and you are doing well.
Thank you very much. There's very little chance I can turn back, so I can only wish for the best. If I don't make it, there's more than 1 family affected, that includes my boss and possibly my entire team.
You will certainly get through this challenging part of your life now. We all have our own struggles, and somehow we learn to live with our struggles day by day. If we continue to work hard and focus on our priorities, we can slowly overcome each step and emerge victoriously. I pray that you have peace of mind and clarity of thoughts so you can put your attention on what needs to be done first.
This is one of the top comments of the day. I am very pleased to read this and inspired by it. One at a time, steadily and surely to get there.
Thank you... Yes, one at a time, with the right navigation, we will surely get to the next point until we reach the desired destination.
I felt the same too. I wish I can be my own boss. Hoping to find a job that will give me the happiness and motivation that I needed right now.
A job can never be satisfied if the line of business is not your passion. My job WAS my passion, but over the years it has slowly taken over by electronics, pretty soon AI. It's hard to be enjoyable when the window of business is getting narrower by the day. Worst is, how can we fight technology? One can't kill a technology that will replace humans.
Even the most impossible problem has its own solution. Keep going, Sir 💪. You'll surpass it all. God is with us always ☺️.
Thank you for encouraging me. Keep me in your prayers. I want the strength to ride this through.
I know your feeling uncertain about your job, remember even how tough the challenges are, trust your abilities. Stay focus, i know you can do it!
Thank you for having faith in me, I too find it ridiculous to NOT believe in myself. But sometimes, we are weak. At this stage, the number of businesses is so real, where the top guys at the management office keep pressing us, until sometimes I don't even know how to answer them.
Yes, sometimes we feel weak to face those challenges and it's normal. The challenge isn't there to break you, it's to shape you to something better.
I know how overwhelming that kind of pressure, I've experienced that too when i was still working. You don't have to have all the answers right away, just take a deep breath and give yourself a moment.
Praying for your success and regularization soon!
Thank you very much. Much needed that prayer.
Just believe in yourself that you can do it, think that others has a bigger problem than yours but still they are fighting to survive . Don't ever think of jumping off the building lots of people doing their best just to meet daily needs. Fighting brother.
I didn't think of it. It happens to my colleague, and it scares the crap out of me.
⋆ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘʟᴀᴄᴇ ғᴏʀ sᴏᴜᴛʜᴇᴀsᴛ ᴀsɪᴀɴ ᴄᴏɴᴛᴇɴᴛ ᴏɴ ʜɪᴠᴇ
⋆ sᴜʙsᴄʀɪʙᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴀsᴇᴀɴ ʜɪᴠᴇ ᴄᴏᴍᴍᴜɴɪᴛʏ
⋆ ғᴏʟʟᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴇ ᴀsᴇᴀɴ ʜɪᴠᴇ ᴄᴏᴍᴍᴜɴɪᴛʏ ᴠᴏᴛɪɴɢ ᴛʀᴀɪʟ
⋆ ᴅᴇʟᴇɢᴀᴛɪᴏɴ ʟɪɴᴋs 25 ʜᴘ⇾50 ʜᴘ⇾100 ʜᴘ⇾500 ʜᴘ⇾1,000 ʜᴘ
I listened to the song first because I was curious about the music. After I heard it, I realized it was a nice song and that you sang well.
I will pray for you. I hope you have the strength to continue. You must be bigger than your problem. God bless you.
Thank you very much for the encouragement.
Thank you very much. Most of the time I am in the fog nowadays. The sales target is unrealistic and I am struggling to answer, as if I'm drawing myself with my nose line touching above the water