Thank you for the warm welcome Ana🤗 I was actually having a hard time all this time because I try to repress everything through mindless social media scrolling. But then my phone broke and I've never felt more relieved. I only go online when I feel like opening my computer and it really helped. I can now take time writing down my thoughts instead of opening Instagram or Youtube.
I love love your thoughts as well. Thank you for all the replies. It feels like I've found a "mind friend"❤️