I'm just terribly good at something I'm horribly uncomfortable with.
That's me and algebra back in high school. I am a decent librarian, but I am definitely not good at peopleing in general, so photographing crowds and being in the middle of events is not my cup of tea.
I'm fairly un-ok with big events, moreso now that I am older. One-on-one is my forte. Not into crowds, especially not group conversations! Those are overwhelming AF.