ππ
I was on my friend's dc channel listening to some music when I received a notif from Papa Buzz πππΌ
I kinda can't contain my emotions so the first thing that I reply is that OMG lmao. And as a dumb anxious person, I thought things like "did my reply was appropriate? Why would I be ready? Where would I be ready for? ππ" I just really need assurances lol
But on the other side, I am also like this when Papa Buzz ask me if I am ready:
Papa Buzz: Are you ready?
Me: OMG, YES I AM πππ
Me inside: OMG PAPA BUZZ KAHIT HINDI AKO GIRL SCOUT, ALWAYS READY TO PARA SAYO LOL πππ€£
And then
Won't deny it, I was really nervous this time that my hands are getting extremely wet and insanely shaking π€£
And then I received a message from our top player, Matty the great lol
I AM REALLY SORRY FOR BEING SO INFORMAL πππ WELP THIS IS ME WHEN IM NERVOUS π I TEND TO BREAK THE FORMALITY BETWEEN THE PERSON THAT I AM TALKING SO THAT I WILL NOT BE AIRHEADED ππ
AND THEN THAT "So alam mo na mangyayare?" QUESTION JUST LEAVE ME ON (Κα΄ΚβΏ) MODE LMAO. I am really just anxious asf. By that time, I thought that what if he's testing me ππ what if my reply disappoint him ππ but as you can see, I am not really sure about my personality lol HAHAHAH I REPLIED "di ko sure" for I think that it will be the best answer lmao
and this convo is lit af HAHAHAHA
Thank you Papa Buzz for giving me an opportunity to be your scholar ππ rest assured that it will not go to waste!! π€π
And thank you Manager Trainor Guardian Angel Matty the Great for being so nice πππ And I'm really sorry if I chose to give you a hassle option for just making clips instead of live streaming πππ€§ I really appreciate your kindness but I just really can't do it... for now? Idk lack of confidence I guess π¬π¬ But yeah THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! I PROMISE YOU THAT I'LL TRY NOT TO BE A HARDHEADED TRAINEE LOL
And of course, Thanks to God ππ€ I will not waste this opportunity.
That will be all, thank you for reading HAHAHAHA.
A self portrait for now because I got some β¨Art blockβ¨ hmu if you have suggestions what should I do/draw next π
Congrats and goodluck on your training! So excited for you as a fellow artist. π€
hahah no need to be formal or anxious. You have nothing to stress or be anxious about. You can always be yourself around me and the fam.
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