I think you shouldn't give up. I have my reason for saying this; it might look like they are bullying you, but you just post for a while and go back there and make another plea. I believe they will listen to you. we are all human and we are prone to mistake. I think our approach to rectify the issues matters too. If you decide not to do what you have been told, the only things that can happen is that you might not get support from here but it won't your growth in the real life. However, it is always good to leave a community on a good term.
I hope you find favor in your quest for reconciliation. I will plead that you make more efforts. You have been supporting others too.
My account will keep growing even with the current situation. It is been two years I am in the blacklist. I am at the moment concentrate my effort on other area in the crypto space because I am prepared myself for the next bull run.
The reward from here is so low and stagnate, and is the reason I not focused 100% of my time on Hive.
That's a good idea then. You should focus your energy on something more profitable. I didn’t know you have been on the list for a long-term. I hope you can get freed anytime soon.