It's been a weird year. Some people have had the worst luck ever. For other, the whole thing has been a bumby ride. For me, I can't start piecing put how I got form the top of my motivation and drive to do things to being despondent. Life is funny that way!
Maybe it is the fact of not going out as much, or the decision of not making more instruments until I have invested on a workbench and made the moulds for some things. During last year, I got onto so many things that kept my mind busy. The drive of keep doing them has lowered drastically. I'm not writing. I'm not learning. I barely have energy to move around.
Not everything is bad. I started a new job teaching writing and that part has me excited. It had been so long since I last taught. My last experience in the field was horrible. That's what kept me away from the classroom for almost 5 years. Coming back is a change for the best, I hope. At least having a paycheck at the end of every month.
Perhaps all this will end next week or the next one. Who knows? I'll keep riding every morning just like the sun does. In no time, I'll be going out for walks and taking more photos like these.
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Your words feel so real and honest, thank you for sharing this. Life really does have those strange shifts, where one day we’re full of energy and purpose, and the next we’re just trying to stay afloat. It’s okay to have those seasons of pause. What matters is that even in the middle of all that, you’re still showing up—for your students, for yourself, even if it doesn’t feel like much. That spark is still there, quietly waiting to reignite. I’m really happy to hear about your new teaching job—it sounds like a healing step forward. I’m rooting for you, truly. 🌞✨