It's not silly to cry at all! Homesteading is hard work in every area and tending to animals is even harder still. When you care for animals every single day you come to know them personally, and the inevitable loss still stings.
That said, I hope your Egghead just went on a walkabout and wanders home soon.
And congrats on those lovely raspberries, I picked some yesterday too😊
!CTP
!PIZZA
I hope so too. Thank you! Raspberries are soooooo good!