It sounds like you're using this quiet time really well. The idea of balancing future goals with cherishing the present moment is a powerful one.
In five years, I bet you'll look back and be amazed at how much you've grown. With your determination and positive outlook, I have no doubt you'll achieve great things.
Yes, you've given me an idea, I'll look through my photos and memories for how I was a few years ago and how I am now.