Hello everybody, how's everybody doing?
I guess you are having a lovely weekend or preparing for a family day on Sunday. After passing 2 toxic days in life, finally, I have got some free time to come here and share my thoughts. I don't know what to say about the life I am having now. Sometimes I feel grateful but sometimes I feel this life is not for me. I often suffer from a dilemma thinking that the safe life I have chosen for myself is right or wrong. A confusion inside my mind always kills me and I can't stop thinking about the miserable life situation. The war days were horrible and scary but this safe life after fleeing from war is worse. I don't know which one would be the worst life situation in life but I have had enough so far. I can't consume any more painful misery anymore. I sense that this misery is choking me. I feel upset, horrible, and toxic. I don't sleep, I don't take rest and always my mind feels restless and reckless. How can I sleep? I don't know where to start my life.
Let's skip the negativity of life for a while and focus on the beautiful winter memory that I have kept with me till now. I am not dumping any images of my photoshoot. Instead, I have decided to create a nice album so that one day I can show these photos to my kids and grandchildren. I don't know whether I am that blessed to will have a family of my own or not in the future. But I am hopeful that one day I will share my stories with my kids and grandkids.
It was -12 degrees celsius; cold snowy early morning in Kharkiv city, Ukraine. The theme of the photoshoot was "Forest Queen" though I couldn't represent myself as a queen at all during the entire shoot. I mostly seemed like a fashionista who challenged herself to wear such a dress on a snowy cold day. It's kinda foolishness because who normally does such kind of crazy things. But I did and I am proud that I have done it otherwise I would have regret about it. The location was within the city, it was a park near the Heroiv Pratsi area. Local people used to call it Pine Forest. During summer many people used to go there with their dogs and during winter people used to go there for skiing. And I went there for the photoshoot... LOL...
I am not a model, I used to work with the team as an organizer.
Have a nice day all...
Love
Priyan...
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I say the Pine Forest was truly lucky to witness a fashionista pose in such beautiful dress on a snowy day. 😍
You looked really gorgeous, and I'm sorry about how you feel. Sending you hugs and energy to hang in there. ❤️
Thank you so much, trust me it was hard to wear such a dress on a cold snowy day, it was freezing cold but I really enjoyed it...
About my current life situation, I don't know what to say...
wow looks beautiful both the model and the nature! 2 combined are fire. Love the color contrast.
The color blue really looks good on me. The nature and the whole atmosphere were wonderful. Thanks, girl...
i love the last picture which show her expression on shoot. Nice shoot :).
Thank you so much, these are my own portrait photos... :D