Relevant or Irrelevant - Some torn reflections

in Liketu2 years ago



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I have a serious issue and that is my depression. No matter how much I try to control or stay away from it, I often end up sad and overwhelmed. I don't blame anyone for this because I have been dealing with my depression for a long time. I have experienced the worst time in my life but I stayed strong. At least I tried but sometimes I have severe break-down. I can't think anything positive at that moment and I can't focus on anything clearly. I feel like all kinds of negativity holds me and drags me into darkness. I feel like people around me or who used to be around me are having a good life while I am still struggling here. I never wanted much in life, all I wanted was a stable life.

These photos remind me of my good times in life. Why it is so hard for me to accept everything, why I can't just move on... I don't know...

I wish I could write the entire story here... I can't...

People who saw and met me in person, know what kind of person I am. I have never intentionally hurt anybody, but I often ended up being hurt by others...I didn't want to write such kind of depressive post but right now I can't think clearly. I just can't pretend or can't hide the truth of my life like these photos...

These photos will never express who I am, they will present only good and happy moments of my life. Because I will never show my sadness through photography...

Photo Location: Somewhere Near the Border of Russia. A small village in Kharkiv, Ukraine

Regards,

Priyan...

The author owns all the images used...



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Please you must come out of it,and also have a positive mindset, that is to say do something that will make you happy

Thank you...