An animals grief is a terrible thing.
Even though our own grief is bad, I think nothing comes close to the grief of animals. It makes our own grief even worse.
I am so sorry about the loss. It is never easy. Never will be.
And, even in this sad post, what a wonderful piece of wisdom:
animals will self medicate. If exposed to the various medicinal and nutritious plants my goats and chickens always forage according to their needs.
If we could get this attuned to our own needs.
Good luck with the grief.
May 2022 not carry on like this for you.