Thank you for sharing your experience, and also for the talk about this IRL
I know, I know everything, in theory. And then the moment comes, and there are times my heart doesn't even speed up, so calm I am. When I can play on "autopilot" mode. But other times, my fingers just don't want to listen to me. It's not the fingers but the mind that focuses on the surroundings (people, expectations, who listens to me, light, noise, any distraction) and not on music. I did this exercise (countless times) - when I cut off everything else and my mind has to "place" every note in its place and it works. It comes out perfectly, but then again... the control over that mind is the tricky part as the distractions (to repeat: people, expectations etc) make my mind weak in those moments 🤷♀
Anyway, Mr Piano made one recording, just one and I listened to it today. For the first time since one week. Maybe, just maybe it could be even posted on the chain 🤓 I am at peace now with those "not written" notes hahaha
You know, stuff can be eaten or smoked to get you reminded to be 'in' the music, to concentrate better. That stuff from the Spanish Member Clubs should work.
Do It! 🙇
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