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…………….. and this was my story, I felt for him more strong than I could ever feel anything. My first day of the school and there was this cute boy sitting at the corner of the room. I didn’t get why he was not looking at me when all I could see was him..…..
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A week now in the new school and people are talking rubbish about me. They take my marks to be a symbol of my impurity when they don’t know that I am at the mercy of my father…… step father. I think no one will ever understand what it means to be wronged every day… every single day. But I’m happy as he doesn’t consider me wrong. He hasn’t told me but I can see it in his eyes that he believes me. He might never know but he brings strength to me and may be someday I will tell him… that I love him…..
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A day before the Annual function, today I was forced by a boy to kiss him. I miss you Dad, I miss you very much. I feel like killing myself but like various other attempts I will fail this time too. I try really hard to hide away my scars but every scar of mine tells a different story that no one sees. I so want to kill myself today. If there is one thing that keeps me from dying then that is Rahul. He came for my rescue today. Amidst all those wild eyes wanting me, lusting for my flesh, seeing me as a disgrace, he is the one who soothes me. I don’t know whether he’ll ever know but he is the one I want to hold on to for the rest of my life, he brings me hope. Walking with him back to my home is the best memory that I would cherish for life. I probably lived a life with no meaning and he is the one who brought colours to it. We didn’t talk much but I still feel his presence. I don’t know if I’ll ever tell you but…. I love you……..
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It has been a week now since we last met and I told him to leave today. The entire week I could not make it to the school due to the wound I got from my father. My father had known about the rumours and there was nothing I could do to save myself from the trouble I was in. He told I was a disgrace to the family. Lying on my bed….healing, I realised it was better for Rahul to stay away from me. He has his entire life after him and I will do anything to make it good. If my father knew about him, he would have killed him. I will take anything to see him smile, even if it demands being away from me. I didn’t want to hurt him but I think that was important to keep him from any trouble. My only reason to smile has also gone away from me. I will no longer be able to see him. You will always be my sunshine love and I will always cherish you for life. I don’t know if you will ever know… but I love you…….
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Today is the last day he is in the town. I will lose him forever now. That last connect will be snapped. I wonder if this is how it was meant to be or if this is what destiny had to bring. I want to see him but I will hold myself, and I’ll keep on holding myself for it’s his life I am concerned about. I went to the school where I first saw him, smiling, having that weird expression; I went to the place where he used to sit and wander in his thoughts; to the place where I used to dance just to see him sitting in the audience; and then to the place where we last met, where I ended it all. It is painful indeed but I know now that no matter what happens to me, he is happy and has a great life ahead. And I also know that he will still be my knight in the shining armour, smiling at me and making me forget all my pain. He is gone but his presence is somewhere lingering in my existence. For, he shall live with me for as long as I shall live. And a part of me will always belong to him. And he will always have his place in my heart. He is like the sunshine that dawned upon me and brought me from the darkness I lived in most of my life. He is like the morning breeze that touches my face and fills me with life. I feel him in the wind and I feel him in my heartbeat for I know a part of him is living a part of me. There are so many words that I wanted to tell me. But now I feel that may be some other day, maybe in some other lifetime, we will be together. For now, I know there are words unspoken but isn’t incomplete happy better than a bitter end. I don’t know if you’ll ever know…. But I love you……
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