Welcome friend Peter, it is a pleasure to read you, and see that you took the determination to join this great family, and if so, God arranged it this way, your art is incredible, you have a gift, God bless those hands and every design you make, I hope your stay in Hive, is for benefit and makes you accomplish everything you want.
Fears are often good, they help us to face situations and move forward, as long as we use them in our favor, which is how it should be.