Oh, no, I understand the feeling about loosing your photos, I've been there, and I wouldn't want to go over it again. Good gracious, you were able to recover some, that's a relief.
When things seems like it's not working, it usually puts one on the edge and they'll think that it's all bad. It's all in the mind. What works is to grab some positive vibes. Practice positive confessions, let the worry away and look at the brighter side of life. Hang in there, all will be fine pretty soon.
!BBH
!HUG