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I think about myself for the last few months. I have decided that some things need to change and that I need to make innovations about myself. My mind has been full since I started thinking about it. I said what should I change to myself. I have always been a second to the second place. That's why I've always lost something from my self. The place came, my value came, I was sorry. I thought I had allowed it for the last few months. Why was I doing this to yourself? If I allow this, others will treat me like this.
One night I suddenly stopped the film while watching the TV series on TV and questioned myself. It was the first time I was sure that I had to change things that night. He wanted to take steps all the time before, but his will did not allow it. Now it was relieved to be aware of something. I used to wear things that would upset me as I used to. Some of them developed outside of me, but I would still blame myself, I was angry with myself. First I decided to change it. No matter what happens, I will not extend it anymore and I will accept the situation with fortitude.
And for a long time, I stopped dreaming. I don't know why I'm doing this, but someone who has no dreams becomes incapable of enjoying life. I say this because I have experienced it. I started dreaming whether it came true or not. Now I have dreams too. Whatever the outcome, I will hold on to these dreams and strive to make them come true.
I also decided to improve myself. I thought that it would be up to me to learn something new in any subject such as a hobby. And I decided to learn a new language. Thus, I will both improve myself and my mind will be filled with more positive things instead of negative thoughts. My language choice was Korean. If you ask why, I want to visit Korea one day in the future, because it is close to the grammar of my language. Therefore, choosing this language would be the best decision. After purchasing the necessary books, I have already started working. I'm glad I took this path because I'm having a lot of fun while learning. In some moments, I even remember those childish times when I went to school.
I have taken a step towards a new Tugba and I hope my mind and body will be healthy on this path. I even decided to leave this place because of my mixed feelings for a while, but I feel incomplete without writing and pouring out my heart. I am here for now.
By the way, during our absence, my cats have become very good friends and are giving you all a big kiss. I send you my love by adding them to my article. Take good care of yourself.