Life has a funny way of teaching us the most profound lessons, often through the toughest experiences. For me, those lessons came through living with epilepsy and Crohn’s disease. It hasn’t been easy, but today, I can say with all my heart that I’ve found a way to live a peaceful, fulfilling life despite the challenges.
When I was first diagnosed, it felt like the world had turned upside down. The unpredictability of epilepsy and the chronic pain of Crohn’s disease were overwhelming. There were days when it felt like I was stuck in an endless storm, with no hope of seeing the sun again. The seizures, the flare-ups, they were like waves crashing over me, pulling me under. But even in the darkest moments, something inside me refused to give up.
I began to realize that life wasn’t just about surviving, it was about finding ways to thrive, even when the odds seemed stacked against me. I started reading more, diving into books that offered wisdom, comfort, and escape. The more I read, the more I discovered how powerful words can be. They became my refuge, a place where I could find peace when my body was at war with itself.
Writing soon followed. It became my way of processing everything I was going through, a way to turn pain into something beautiful. On the hardest days, when it felt like the world was closing in, I would sit down and write. I’d pour my heart onto the page, letting the words flow like a river, carrying away the fear, the frustration, the anger. And somehow, through writing, I found a sense of calm, a place where I could breathe, even when it felt like the air was thick with uncertainty.
Living with epilepsy and Crohn’s disease has taught me so much about the power of resilience. It’s shown me how strong I can be, even when I feel at my weakest. There are still hard days, days when the pain is unbearable, or when the fear of a seizure looms over me like a shadow. But I’ve learned to embrace the good moments, however small they may be. The peaceful mornings when the sun filters through the curtains, the quiet afternoons with a book in hand, the joy of writing something that truly resonates with my soul, these are the moments I hold onto.
This journey has also taught me about inner peace. It’s not something that comes easily, especially when you’re living with chronic illness. But it’s possible. It’s in the way I’ve learned to accept what I can’t control, in the way I’ve found beauty in the small things, in the way I’ve allowed myself to feel deeply, without letting the tough moments define me.
Today, I can honestly say that I’m in a good place. I know how to live with my conditions, how to navigate the ups and downs. I’ve learned to be gentle with myself, to give myself grace on the hard days, and to celebrate the victories, no matter how small they may seem. Life with epilepsy and Crohn’s disease isn’t easy, but it’s mine, and I’ve made peace with it.
This life, with all its challenges, has given me a deeper appreciation for the quiet, peaceful moments. It’s given me the motivation to write, to create, to find meaning in every experience. And it’s taught me that, even in the midst of the hardest battles, there is always a reason to keep going, always a reason to hope.
So, yes, some days are hard. But I’m stronger now. I’m at peace with who I am and the life I’m living. And I’m filled with gratitude for the lessons I’ve learned along the way. This journey has shaped me, and I wouldn’t trade it for anything. I’m here, I’m writing, and I’m living this life fully—one peaceful moment at a time.
“Every day may not be good, but there's something good in every day. Focus on the good, no matter how small.” - Alice Morse Earle
With love, @tinabrezpike ❤️
Tough times never last. Only tough people last.
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You go girl!💪
I'll admit that reading did brought me to tears, got a bit lost myself to be honest.
Still got a ton of fear and uncertanty under my skin, especially on these hot days, weeks, months now..
“Hope you got your head up, even when the world is hard, never give up!"-2Pac
Oh, quoting 2Pac... you’re not just anybody ☺️ You already know that fear will always be there, but it's up to us whether it drags us down or gives us the power to fight back. We can definitely learn a lot from it. I read a lot of similar posts, and they always give me energy because it reminds me we're not alone. I won’t spend my life lying down and living in the past, questioning why this happened to me or what I did wrong. No, I’ll do something about it and fight back, no matter the fear. I used to tell people who gave me this advice that it’s easier said than done, but over time I’ve come to understand what they meant. We’re still young and have so much to learn, so never let fear take over your life. I see that you’re strong and that you’re fighting, regardless of your diagnosis. I know things will never be the same and that bad days will come, but that’s how we learn, right?
All I can say is that I am so proud of you, keep pushing my !Lady as the sky is your starting point.
Much love from this part of the world🌺
Thank u so much ❤️ tell me, from which part of the world? :)
Beautiful and very moving. Thanks for sharing ur experience with the world...
Thank u for your nice words 😊
Yes ma'am. 😊 There's a lot of reasons to continue thriving and not focus on the negative things that we have. It surely pass.😊Keep fighting. 😊😊
Thank you! Yes, there's no other option but to fight. I just need a new punching bag. 😂
Hahaha, oh.. you need to buy .😄😄
Always remember that everything happens for a reason.🥰
Thank u :) this sentences is always in my head:)
My first time of seeing someone in these conditions yet still living a meaningful life. Your are really a strong person, honestly your words are inspiring and have learnt from your story. Keep fit
Thank you! I can't believe how much support I'm getting. It's always nice to meet people who read my articles and understand my condition. Thanks for stopping by and showing your support!😊
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You are a wonderful person dear and the fact that you have turned your weakness into your greatest strength, speaks of one who's courageous as well.