Should I shut down my hive account?

in Proof of Brain3 years ago

Someday, I will be able to wake up every morning and I know what to write about. I am positive that I am going to find this place addictive even though I open my account and I find it very boring to type.

I don't find anything motivating to write, even though, I have seen a lot of people have something to say every morning, and they have people that they interact with as well which in turn turns into some earning potentials.
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I am sad

I'm I the only one who knows that I have a lot of financial responsibilities but find it difficult to do the things that are supposed to bring me the funds to clear up all of my financial escapades? Or does anyone else feel the same?

Do you also feel demotivated to do even the things that you love doing because you are weigh down by the hurdles, obstacles, difficulties and oppressions of life?

Does the end of the day make you want to slap yourself in the face because you have totally wasted it when you were supposed to be productive?

Do you always promise yourself that you will make better decisions the next morning to cover up for the bad ones you did today? Then you wake up the next morning and you feel so tired about getting out of bed or even doing the things you promise to do today

Does it count if you try to tell yourself that it's alright to feel this way? or are you just being stupidly lazy and having no plans for the future when you have so much to offer?

When you do not find the motivation to spread the word so the world can hear you what do you do?

I have had this account for so long and frankly I don't know what to do with it. I have seen communities, I have seen contests, I have seen a lot of things. This is because I always open it every morning but I can't even bring myself to write it in any of these communities or to join in any of the contest. Is there something wrong with me?

What do I do? I think I need help I want to do this so bad but I don't know where to start. Where do you guys find the motivation to use your Hive account?

My fingers hurt I don't want to do this anymore, I am tired, I just want to lay down and forget about waiting everything.

Isn't that a recipe for disaster? Or should I just shut down my hive account?

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It's perfectly fine not posting on a regular basis. Of course, you feel pressured as you see hundreds of new posts a day, but honestly, creative block aside, waiting for a fresh topic you'd be interested in writing about may just come about later, naturally. Think of it like a butterfly, the less you chase it, the less it eludes you and just as you find inner peace in not forcing the chase, the subject may just land on your shoulder.

take a break, find new things to do in life, a new hobby, or walk / travel a new route or walk around the city, eat in a different restaurant, try a new cuisine - and then one day, youll be just about to drift to sleep and a question may pop in your head with regards to your new experiences... and this could be the basis of your next post.

best wishes.

Oh my! This is a wonderful idea. Thanks. I guess what I needed was to get out and try to appreciate the world around me. Thanks a lot. I'll do it

Sometimes I also need to stop my account because here no one appreciates the content and no one came in our post!

I am sorry about everything, maybe, you should look into the response @djjamesblack gave me above. It could be exactly what you need too.

practice makes perfect, man. it gets easier over time. just keep trying. forgive yourself!

Forgive myself.... Yes, I have to do this too. Thanks 😊

Probably you don't want to do this as much as you think you do. There is no drive and probably the only way to get creative and churn out articles is by knowing what you want out if this entire experience and determining if it is what it.

That's all it took me. Hope you find your creative spark


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What @djjamesblack said!

And, take a few pictures throughout your day, which may inspire you to write. And, write posts like this one, vulnerable and courageous, exposing the real you. i've begun doing that more, attempting to free-writing in my "Autobiography of a Yogi - Diary blog" posts: https://ecency.com/hive-111177/@atma.love/autobiography-of-a-jogi-diary

No need to plan, just sit and type and see what transpires.

Have some fun, be bold and audacious, but above all, Bee Kind :-)