I used to every year go on a trip over my birthday often on a hike or go somewhere and pretend I had no phone service ie turn off my phone for the day and effectively hide away
πππ. Why didn't I think of that before? Oh well, too late. I'm beginning to like it now, lol.
But now I ask myself am I being contradicting in that I always want to make others peoples birthdays special
:) well, I think it normal to want to make everyone's birthday special. Which is what your family and friends are trying to do by speaking with you, and singing, and all that. So if you think about it that way, who knows you might actually enjoy it
Yeah let me try a different mindset for my next birthday and see how it goes :)
Yes do that.