Hello everyone, my name is Burdogão, I was born and lived my childhood and youth in Curitiba which is in southern Brazil in the state of Paraná. I currently live on the coast of the state of Santa Catarina, called Praia do Rosa, me and two friends are sharing the rent and we are trying a new life in a different place.
This was a quick presentation about me, I was recommended by 2 friends, @vempromundo and @ralexandria, and I will bring some texts about what I experienced.
So to start I'm going to present the lyrics of a rap song from the 90's that shows a side of the Brazilian reality and which even after 20 years hasn't changed. At the end of the post I'll leave the link to the song so you can listen and feel the tension of the story.
Tô Ouvindo Alguém me Chamar - Racionais MC's
I hear someone calling me - Racionais MC's
I'm hearing someone scream my name
It looks like a brother of mine, it's a man's voice
I can't see who calls me
It's like Guina's voice
No, no, no, Guina is under arrest
Will be? I heard you died
I do not know!
last time i saw him
I even remember I didn't want to go, he went
Strong partnership here was the two of us
crazy, crazy, crazy and what it was like
It smelled like hell, (wishes) without misery
All firm, he was a professor in crime
He also grinds in cold blood, he didn't feed anyone
Bitch that bro was badass!
Just nervous bike
just mine of the hour
just fashion clothes
Gave me a blouse shovel
On that tape in the Itaim boutique
But without this lecture, bro, I want to be like that too
Thief's life is not so bad!
I thought
I entered
In the other robbery I glued and that's it
Then Guina scored a point
"Then it's a robbery, everyone to the ground, to the ground...!"
"Hey son of a bitch, nobody's kidding here!"
"But I'll offer you the safe bro, the safe, the safe..."
"Come on, the animal will get it!"
For the first time I saw the system at my feet
I panicked, top ten performance
Cash in hand, the safe was already open
Security tried to be smarter
It was to defend the playboy's heritage (shots)
It won't be possible to be a superhero anymore!
Whether the insurance will cover (Ha! Ha!)
Fuck, so what?
Guina had no pity:
If you react, Boom!, it turns to dust
I feel my throat dry
And my life runs down the stairs
But if I leave here I will change
I hear someone calling me
I hear someone calling me
There was a madman in the back street
That was too moral
thief, and the good ones
Specialist in breaking into mansion
I would buy a toy and revise it
I called the kids and distributed
Whenever I saw him I was alone
The guy is fine people but I'm better
Me here in the worst, he has what I want
Hidden Gem and a 380
In the madness he even grew up
If pan, I ignored it until I existed
There's a glow in the window, so it's
the ball of the time
are you watching television
Guina at the gate, me and another bro
"How is it, nigga?"
He would come to me, and laugh, laugh, as if I were nothing
laugh, as it were to have turned
At stake was my name and attitude. (shots)
Once upon a time Robin Hood
Mudblood So-and-So fell with his eye open
Like looking at me, eh, swearing at me
I was very close and hit about six
Guina went and gave three more
I remember that one day Guina told me
Who didn't really know what love was
I spoke when I was a child
A mix of hate, frustration and pain
How humiliating it was to go to school
Wearing the clothes given away
Of having a useless, pitiful father
Another drunk, son of a bitch and only
Always the same shit, every day the same
No Happy Birthday, Easter or Christmas
Away from the notebooks, well after
The first woman and the 22
He took entrance exams in the bus robbery
A thief was trained in a bank branch
No, don't feel inferior anymore
Hey boy, now I have my value
Guina, I had great admiration, look
I considered more than my own brother, oh
He had a certain gift to command
Like, frontline anywhere
Like, condition of occupying a good position and such
Maybe in a multinational
It sucks...
on second thought what a waste
Here in the area, a lot of this happens
intelligence and personality
Molding behind a fucking grill
I just wanted to have morals and nothing else
show my brother
pros dude
A snapper and a scheme mine
Some money would solve my problem
What am I doing here?
My bloodstained sneakers, that guy on the floor
A child crying and me with a gun in my hand
That's the horror picture, and I was the author
It's too late now, I couldn't anymore
Stop everything, don't even try to go back
But deep down, bro, I knew
That this shit would mess with my life one day
I looked in the mirror and didn't recognize
I was going crazy, I couldn't sleep anymore
I need to go to the end
Does God still look at me?
I dream every night
With a child crying and someone laughing
I didn't even trust my own shadow
But held my wave
I dreamed that a woman told me I don't know the place
That an acquaintance of mine (who?) was going to kill me
I needed to calm the adrenaline
I needed to stop cocaine
I can't feel my arm
Don't even move from the waist down
Is anyone in the crowd coming to help me?
Fucking thirsty, I need to breathe!
Where is my brother?
I hear someone calling me
I hear someone calling me
I never saw my brother again
Says he asks about me, I don't know
We never had much to do
Another idea, another role
The crazy ones in the neighborhood
I was already talking about revolver, drug, car
Through the class window I looked outside
The street attracted me more than the school
I turned 17, I had to survive
Now I was a man, I had to run
In the world you are worth what you have
I couldn't count on anyone
asshole
You keep your doctor's dream!
When you wake up, let me know, moro?
Me and my brother was like oil and water
When I left home I brought a lot of heartache
This was about six years ago
Damn, I miss my father!
called me to rob a post
I was hard, it was August
About half past three, daylight
Everything too easy, there was only one watchman
I don't know, there was no time, I didn't see it, no one saw it
They shot us, a kid fell
I promised myself, it was the last time...
Damn, he was only 16!
No, no, no, I want to stop
Change your life, go somewhere else
A decent job, I don't know
Maybe I'll go back to studying
Sleeping at night was hard for me
fear, bad thinking
I still hear laughter, crying, voices
the night was long
Neurosis millstone
There are some freaks behind me
What is it?
I dont know
Says Guina is in a cane and I spit it out
Well, just who, just me, look, look!
That I always held back the OBs!
No, I'm not a fool, I know what it is!
But I don't have the money the guys want
Bigger than fear, what I had was disappointment
the betrayal
the pilantry
the betrayal
My ally, my bro, my partner
wanting to kill me for money
I lived seven years in vain
Everything I believed is no longer right, no...
My nephew was born
Says his face looks like mine
Hey, say... a kid I always wanted
my brother deserves to be happy
must be by this time
Very close to graduation
I think it's right, law
I think that's what he wanted
honestly i feel happy
Thank God you didn't do what I did
My late mother, protect your boy
the devil now guides my destiny
if the jury is generous with me
Fifteen years for each robbery...
no money to defend myself
Dead man, crappy, without being
fuck, let it happen
there's nothing more to do
Tonight I decided to go out
It was too hot, I couldn't sleep
I was going to take my cannon
I don't know, I decided not to
It's quick, there's no precision
A lot of children, not a lot of car, I'm going to take a breath
I'm out of cigarette, I'm going to the bar
I'm slow, I'm slow
There are some cheap ones you can't see
Which has great value and you don't see
A tree spade in the square
the children in the street
the fresh wind in the face
the stars
The moon
Ten minutes ago it was like a premonition
two kids walking towards me
I won't run, I know what it's about
if that's what they want
So come on, kill me!
Said something high to me that I didn't hear
I knew that gun, it's Guina's, I know!
A silver 380, which I gave myself
A rookie kid with a scared face
("Hey bro, Guina sent this to you")
But after the fourth shot I didn't see anything else
I feel the clothes stuck to my body
I want to live
I can't be dead!
But if I leave here I will change
I'm hearing someone call me
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