Greetings to you @vikbuddy. It's always glad waking up to so much motivation from your words.
You are originally smart and passionate. However, the self-esteem is lowered by the environment, and it changes to such a person who can not be able to do something itself.
I couldn't agree more. Most times your environment and most importantly the people around you, do a great job in killing your self-esteem. It would take a strong will and determination - a special stimulus like you rightly said - to overcome this challenge. If you fail to overcome this, you find yourself being a victim of low self-esteem