lately, this has been very real...these thoughts that you've shared.
so real and concrete, but then just as fast they float away and disappear like a fine mist. I don't know what that says about my understanding, if I can grasp, but not hold it.
in the darkest times of my life, it seemed near and dear and vital, almost making me long to STAY in those times of suffering.
because I knew that what was real was seemingly even more real right there.
but the human part of me also longed for an easier time
I think really....the only solution that lasts is when the race is run and we hear well done good and faithful servant.
and that seems like it can never come fast enough
praying for you and your family right now. as I submit this comment 💖