Thank you, took me two days to properly read it, but thank you :) Not because is long, is not, is because i was makign a post about those days, about the depression that came after, the severe dissapointment on myself i had, and how it drove me close to suicide. I never picture my self slapping a lover, or screaming at her, neither expected having nightmares of me killing her, and smiling while doing so in my dreams, it still give me the creeps until this very day, now on a healthy relation ship, and expecting a child, i see that i am feeding the right wolf now, and it sure helps to starve that beast into oblivion, is a choise to be made when you become a parent.
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Each of us has a dark side and in order to not have it consume us, it must be looked at and yes, starved. There is no way that I've ever found to eliminate it. Perhaps that may differ for others, or perhaps I haven't grown enough. I have found that starving it does cause it to shrink, the more starved, the longer, the more it loses power over one.
You're welcome. I never mind how long anyone takes. You've grown quite a bit. I hope you see that.
I do, thank you for this opportunity to talk about it :)
You're welcome, I'm glad you were able to talk about it. It helps release it.
Im gonna post something about it soon, but not the whole toxic fights and hate, oh no, the time that came after, the therapy, the solitude, the lonelyness :)
I think that's going to be a really good post. I'll keep an eye out for it.
I can just notify you in here in like 30-50 mins that will take to translate and pick good photos out of pixabay or unplash. Im not gonna use old photos, rather die that search for those.
Take your time and feel free to notify me. I've been up all night, so I may have a short sleep. I have things to do today, that's why. I'll check for your post later today.