I can feel the pain in every word and I know that in each of those words, there is a tear. I know what you are going through. I also lost a friend that I grew up with and we were like sisters. She was also abused by her partner and many times we told her to leave him. She decided to leave him and all of us who loved her by throwing herself off the balcony. It was heartbreaking. You don't know how I understand you.
I took the liberty of sharing your post to reach more people.
The work you and your family are planning to do is beautiful. We have to raise awareness before possible alerts that suicidal people can give us and make them see that they are not alone, that they are worth a lot, that they are important to many people.
I send you a big hug and my words of condolence.💔