It's amazing how mushrooms have provided you with the ability to revisit different moments throughout your life to be viewed through a different lens of perspective. Perspective which offers great healing and release from emotional turmoil during these experiences.
It requires a high level of courage to embark on journeying through the deepest recesses of the psyche through the aid of psilocybin.
When you talked about revisiting the pre-deployment memory and how you held back emotions during that time, then the flood gates opened and you began crying and letting it out, it really resonated with me because I can reflect back on some intense trips where the mushrooms suddenly connected me with a memory and it was similar in the form of release where I cried a lot but it was more of a gratitude and release similar to how you describe.
It's awesome that you had a warm hug from the universe trip, and awesome how Sophie likes to chill with you and snuggle like that.
And wow Thai Dung sounds like some serious stuff if three grams are hitting that hard. I wonder what four or five grams of that stuff would do. Probably wouldn't need more than five for a heroic dose by the sounds of it.
Thanks man. It really is amazing how these substances can help people work through past traumas.
The way that they help you view your past experiences through a different lens is incredible. They have so much potential to help people.
It's been cool experimenting with these substances and learning the best ways for me to use them and help my mind. They have really given me my life back.