Today is the D-day, today I get to say my vows in the presence of everyone who matters to me, I am happy and at the same time I am worried.
There are so many what ifs, what if I don’t turn out to be a good wife, what if I suck at this marriage thing….
I was still in deep thoughts, when my mom came in, she said "you look beautiful, wear a smile please"
I was trying to wear a smile and went ahead to take a sip of my coffee when she walked in, "How dare you come here”, I asked her, my so called bestfriend..
Doubts assaulted my being, I was about to enter the church, then a man dressed in black stopped me and I...
And I couldn't believe who was standing in front of me, it was Him, Him who caused me so much pain!
But within all the anger that was progressively clouding my mind, I managed to see the truth. During our time together, he had made sure to destroy my self-esteem, and I still hadn't recovered, but I felt stronger now, and my eyes were open. He was a shadow, and now there was light in my life. He could no longer hurt me. What happened next completely took him by surprise. I took my cup of steaming coffee...
I have decided to take control of my life and stop suffering for others. So I decide to walk away, I leave the church. No wedding, no men to cause me pain, I'm going away to start a new life and be happy!