I have recently been in this loop. It's a loop of uncertainty. I've heard a lot about mid life crisis, could I be experiencing it in my 20s, the state of mind of not knowing what to do, when to do it, how to go about it, what am I good at and bad at.
I'm tired, it feels like I'm working so hard but not yielding results.
On the plus side I'm comforted by memories, motivations, expectations, dreams, these things though abstract keeps me going, keeps me waking up every day to start the day afresh. This is not a post to depress you, it is a post to tell you to choose what you're fighting for.
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