Man, you’ll get better by God’s grace. Stay strong.
I myself have noticed some very unusual changed in my eating habit that I’m hoping to fix. My diet lately has been seriously messed up and if I don’t act now, I might end up regretting the stalling later too.
Hope is what I depend on now, but I guess I enjoyed the tranquility of not being burdened by hospitals, I know if I acted earlier, might be different, now I facing things I can't comprehend the consequences. I guess, change is important before it's too late for you in your own case
Don’t worry too much, man. We’ll be alright.