I'd also blame myself for being so lazy
You are one of the most active users on this platform but it seems you become lazy in real-life activities. I think you should need to be more careful.
You need to balance both virtual life and real life at the same time and I am hopeful that you will be able to make it. Best of luck.
Hahaha, I'm actually hard working in real life more than hive, it's just that I'm lazy when it comes to studying, haha. But yes, now I'm faced with the responsibility of improving myself in the aspect of education and I'm going to give it all I've got.