So sorry Bro. I truly understand how this deeply left a hole in your heart. You known them for years and they still betrayed you. But then I don't think you should stop giving people another chance all because of that. We all have for sure had friends that has backstabbed us at one point in our lives but then we keep just keep moving on and just keep being ourselves which is what truly matters. Not everyone will treat you like those guys and there for sure good friends out there that will say good about you and make sacrifices for you. Sorry once again brother 🙏