Why was she surprised about you ending the relationship. The best was to end the relationship seriously, maybe if you still have feeling for her when you are ready for marriage you too can still come together and rekindle.
Being surprise you halted is a surprise to me because when the result of coming together as partners occured she opted for abortion with pressure why then does she still want the relationship to continue. You took the right decision because marriage isn't easy without money o.
Yes you are right, I wouldn't even want to go back after everything. Moving on is the only option