A hard time to think especially after the demise of your bro. Sorry man. But I think you should try to worry less and be positive while looking for the remedies.
I am glad you have recently begun to go. Hopefully, things will work out well. Better late than never.
You're right.... Positivity in the face of trying times. A lot has happened, I guess it's what I can point to. I'm generally a positive person, I just can't see to know why it's this way nowadays. However, thanks for your kind words. I truly appreciate them
You are welcome bro.