I am not surprised that you don't like music but I'm trying to understand how you are like this.
Well you still play music and know what to use it for, not bad at all. Lot of music these days lack quality and meaningful lyrics, just beats and annoying performances.
It's hard to answer how I am like this because I don't have the answer also. Maybe my emotions are not so active like other people otherwise I am used to dominate my emotions. Both can be possible answers.
!PIZZA
Hmm okay. Knowing how to dominate one's emotion is necessary.