"well, it isn't my way yet. It's not for me. I can't kill myself" of course it doesn't stop me from trying again.
Well, it not working at that moment does not mean it would not the next time. We just need to try again next time.
I always see every disappointment as a blessing, this I came to realise later in life when I saw how having bad thoughts could disrupt my mind and keep me stuck in not trying something.
This is one thing about our mind, our thoughts can change a lot of things about us. and the mood we set out thoughts de