It is nice to be on your post and to know about your life and struggles! I hope that good days come to you and depression goes away permanently.
You have included many things in a single post that turned this one a very long post. I hope that you can post more often so that the length won't be more!
!ALIVE
You Are Alive so I just staked 0.1 $ALIVE to your account on behalf of @ hafiz34. (8/10)@the13anarchist!
The tip has been paid for by the We Are Alive Tribe
through the earnings on @alive.chat, feel free to swing by our daily chat any time you want, plus you can win Hive Power (2x 50 HP) and Alive Power (2x 500 AP) delegations (4 weeks), and Ecency Points (4x 50 EP), in our chat every day.