Digital Painting, Photography
2024
Since my ADHD diagnosis, I have been slowly accepting myself and my quirks without feeling guilty of it. I used to care so much about my art being inconsistent, me getting bored quick, wanting to change styles and mediums, but also wanting to stick to one thing, etc etc. But nowadays, I just stopped worrying about it.
I have a lot of love for photography, self portraits specifically, and then painting, but also making videos at the same time. All of these I'm doing right now and I can say I really love what I'm producing. I have invested in studio lights and backgrounds for photography and video so I can make better art and also explore the wonders of makeup which I also have been wanting to do as a teenager but wasn't able to. Now that I can, I'm spending all my energy into turning my ideas into something.
Inferno symbolizes that uncontrollable creative fire that I have my whole life. It sounds negative, but I see it as a positive now. I have so many ideas that I thought I needed to 'control' but do I really need to? Why not let it be?
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