Biopsia (Biopsy). An oil painting

in OnChainArt2 years ago

I love these works out of all series and different from what I usually do. Perhaps at first glance it has nothing to do with what I paint, but when I make the mental trace of how I arrived at an image, always, always, I find that everything is connected, that I walk along the same path, even on my own steps sometimes, I get into the same nooks and crannies as always, perhaps with a different look, with a different lens. Many times I thought how boring my work was to others because "I always paint the same thing". I don't know. Sometimes I fight with myself because of this. Even now I have a series started where I didn't use my body or my face to make the images. And there it is, I could say that it's on stand by, since it's hard for me to connect with it, and not because it doesn't come from a genuine place, but because I think it was forced, or that I rushed it a little, largely because of the external times. Unfortunately (and fortunately, at some moment I may write the reason for this dichotomy), the process times are no longer the same. And this is something I am going through and suffering at this very moment. But that is, as I said, another story. This work (much of what I have uploaded here is very small format) is called Biopsia. The name I don't know if it has a direct or obvious meaning. There is like a game there... Once again it came out of my frustrated phase of video art, but which left me with very profitable experiences. Who says, maybe I'll come back at some point, right?
I leave you the suspensory points so that you can complete what this image refers you to. Have a nice day!

  • Me encantan estos trabajos fuera de toda serie y distintos a lo que hago generalmente. Quizás a primera vista no tiene nada que ver con lo que pinto, pero cuando hago el recorrido mental de cómo llegué a una imagen, siempre, siempre, encuentro que todo está conectado, que camino por el mismo sendero, incluso sobre mis propios pasos a veces, me meto en los mismos recovecos de siempre, tal vez con otra mirada, con otro lente. Muchas veces pensé cuán aburrida era mi obra para los demás porque “siempre pinto lo mismo”. Qué se yo. A veces me peleo conmigo por esto. Incluso ahora tengo una serie empezada en donde no utilicé mi cuerpo ni mi rostro para realizar las imágenes. Y allí está, podría decir que en stand by, ya que me cuesta conectar con ella, y no porque no surja desde un lugar genuino, sino porque creo que surgió algo forzado, o que lo apuré un poco, en gran medida por los tiempos externos. Lamentablemente (y afortunadamente, en algún momento quizás escriba el por qué de esta dicotomía), los tiempos de proceso ya no son los mismos. Y esto es algo que estoy transitando y padeciendo en este mismo momento. Pero esa es, como dije, otra historia. Este trabajo (mucho de lo que he subido aquí es de muy pequeño formato) se llama Biopsia. El nombre no sé si tiene un significado directo o evidente. Hay como un juego allí… Una vez más surgió de mi etapa frustrada de videoarte, pero que me dejó experiencias muy aprovechables. Quién dice, quizás vuelva en algún momento, verdad?
    Les dejo los puntos suspensivos para que completen a qué les remite esta imagen. Que tengan un bello día!

Biopsia - 2015- 30x24 PNG.png

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 2 years ago (edited) 

Another wonderful piece of writing to describe another wonderful piece. The making of a piece is what I enjoy the most and there is always a certain storyline I must go through to get to the finish. Most of that story is just me fumbling in the dark, hoping it will be pulled together in the end. Certain times there is doubt in my skills or ways of expressing an idea. But for me, this process, of not being in control and feeling that every piece is my first piece is what I live for.
(I write all this knowing you have seen my latest post and I just wanted to let you know that that piece is not an example of what I mean. That piece was just a rush to get everything done on a project I didn't feel too passionate about).

your work is stunning and makes me bend my brain to try and understand what I'm looking at. The lighting and photographic quality should make this easier but No and this process of trying to decipher is both pleasurable and upsetting. The one word that jumps to mind is 'Carnal'

I read you many days ago and you generated a joy in me that I tell you was a little fire of light in that darkness I was in. Thank you. And I didn't answer you because of what I put in my last post. There are answers that should not be made lightly. One should devote the time and attention to them that their interlocutor deserves.
I think that over time my work has become a little easier to interpret, or maybe I think so because what I want to say is more brutal and the image that arises from that need is just as brutal as what I want to say. I don't know, I think I'm writing without properly analyzing what I'm telling you....
I think about how difficult it is to work on projects that we are not very passionate about. I think I have tried it only once and I haven't succeeded. It's an exercise that must leave a lot of learning, I imagine, right?
The word "carnal" could be placed in many of the texts that would accompany many of my works. I think it is very accurate 🙂

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