Ok. I have launched in objkt this work called "The Void". I think it's more than obvious its name, isn't it? I made this painting last year, 2022. I tried to find an image that was very literal to how I was feeling at the time. I can tell a little bit about almost all my works but I feel that with this one I would be describing, repeating, almost literally what you see, what do you see, or better said, what do you feel when you see it? I have to continue investigating this line of work. It seems to me that it can give me more, and that it can be interesting.
At that time that was me. That was me. Just what you see. There is no point in saying much more. Today I share it (I could also share many others that come to the point) because it has a certain emotional relationship with how I am feeling at the moment. However today the air is more convulsed. It's no longer so thick that it doesn't allow me to breathe. Today that emptiness (which, let's be honest, there is no emptiness there) is full of questions, uncertainties, fears, thoughts... not all excessively negative, no. I see a certain light. Not a blinding light, nor one that illuminates everything around. Darkness will always exist and will be an inherent part of this person who speaks to you. I will always be that, a little bit higher, or a little bit lower. You just have to try to understand it and learn to live with it so that it doesn't crush you, as seen here.
Today I clearly have a slightly more positive outlook on things. I'm sitting here in a small square, in the sun, on an atypical autumn day where it shouldn't be as hot as it is unfortunately. But this warmth gives me the feeling that maybe things could turn out well, or not so bad. The changes that I am going through, that freeze me, that terrify me, that make me bend because of belly pain and sadness, today I see them as things that have to happen and that have to hurt, because that's life. Today is this. Tomorrow I'll see how I'll wake up. Lately it's day by day. Who would have thought that this work would end up accompanied by a "somewhat optimistic" writing. But well, the sun, the heat, the warm wind,... you know. And that's a relief today. I choose to hold on to that feeling so I can keep moving. Sometimes it's hard to find meaning in this big nonsense, so if it shows up you have to take it right away.
Enjoy.
- Ok. He lanzado en objkt esta obra llamada “El vacío”. Creo que es más que evidente su nombre, verdad? Esta pintura la realicé el año pasado, 2022. Traté de encontrar una imagen que fuera muy literal a cómo me sentía en ese momento. Puedo contar un poco acerca de casi todos mis trabajos pero siento que con este estaría describiendo, repitiendo, casi literal aquello que se ve. ¿Qué ves vos? o mejor dicho, ¿qué sentís cuando la ves? Tengo que seguir investigando esta línea de trabajo. Me parece que puede darme más, y que puede ser interesante. En aquel momento eso era yo. Eso. Lo que ven. No tiene sentido decir mucho más. Hoy la comparto (podría también compartir muchas otras que vienen al asunto) porque tiene cierta relación emocional con cómo me estoy sintiendo en este momento. Sin embargo hoy el aire está más convulsionado. Ya no está tan denso que no me permite respirar. Hoy ese vacío (que, seamos sinceros, allí no hay ningún vacío) está colmado de preguntas, de incertidumbres, también de miedos, de pensamientos… no todo excesivamente negativo, no. Pero veo cierta luz. No una luz enceguecedora, ni una que ilumine todo alrededor. La oscuridad va a existir siempre y será parte inherente a esta persona que les habla. Siempre voy a ser eso, un poquito más arriba, o un poquito más abajo. Solo hay que intentar entenderlo y aprender a convivir con ello para que no te aplaste, como se ve aquí.
Hoy claramente tengo una mirada algo más positiva de las cosas. Estoy sentada aquí en una pequeña plaza, al sol, en un día atípico de otoño en donde no debería hacer el calor que hace lamentablemente. Pero este calorcito me da la sensación de que las cosas tal vez podrían salir bien, o no tan mal. Los cambios que estoy transitando, que me congelan, que me aterran, que me hacen doblarme por el dolor de panza y la tristeza, hoy los veo como cosas que tienen que pasar y que tienen que doler, porque así es la vida. Hoy es esto. Mañana ya veré cómo amanezco. Últimamente es el día a día. Quién iba a decir que esta obra iba a terminar acompañada de un escrito "algo optimista”. Pero bueno, el sol, el calor, el viento cálido,... ya saben. Y eso es un respiro hoy. Elijo aferrarme a ese sentimiento para poder seguir en movimiento. A veces es difícil encontrar un sentido en este gran sinsentido, así que si aparece hay que tomarlo de inmediato.
Disfruten.
I find these worst, horrible moments the most motivating somehow. Not to want overcome the difficulties of life, no, not at all. But my creativity sparks then.
Beautiful work, I like this teeny-tiny blink of light in right eye. Makes it so real...
It happens to many of us, finding more creativity in these moments. My work now I want it to be to have that spark in good times too, so I don't give in to the temptation to wallow in my pain 😐😅
Oh yeah, better to use whole pallet, not only colours of sorrow.
See you around!
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