I know man, when I play on Chess.com I always say this on my videos, talking and explaining the logic takes a lot of time and distracts me but it is something I want to achieve, to be able to explain and talk to the camera and be 1,500 in rapid (I am better at rapid, blitz is still too fast for me, I play better at 10-15 mins, also more time to talk to the camera haha), hopefully in a few months I can play at a better level with videos.
Good games by the way, I took that first one from your hands :P