So glad to hear from you! One of the bad things about the anonymous darknet is that you can't find people after they leave the platform, the internet or... this universe.
I have made a website where you can find my e-mail if you want to contact me for any reason... katharsisdrill.art
I will see if I can escape the gloomy mood I'm in by doing something mythos based... so you can come again... allegorically.