Damn. Those pictures are mind blowing. I've spent my free trial sessions with MidJourney, but your pictures and those of a friend of mine make me want to pay that subscription. At first, I was looking at AI art as something that doesn't make any sense, but seeing what it can do from only a few words, it's amazing.
I hope you get well, man. I've been in the military for several years, was about to go in a warzone as well, but started asking myself some hard questions, and figured it wouldn't do good for me as a human being to go there. I knew I wasn't going to be the same afterwards, so I eventually decided not to go, and quit the army. It was the hardest decision I've ever taken in my life, and the only one I regret today. Though even without any combat, after quitting, I've had sort of an identity crisis for about 2 years.
Can't imagine what you've been through and what you've seen over there, but I hope you get to terms with those memories and get well up in there. Wish you the best. Keep on creating, art seems to help with these things.
Thanks man. It's been a long healing process for my mind. The last couple years, my wife and I have been putting in a lot of work. We will get there one day. Welcome to Hive and I hope you enjoy your time here.