Hi there/ bom dia!
Awesome music! Very intense. It reminds me of something / some time that I can't put my finger on. Probably the mid 90s, when I really got into listening to music. I am from 1981.
There's so much I can relate to in this post: from feeling like my energy is being drained ( over and over again ) - in fact, I wrote about that yesterday in Who is the chicken, now? - to feeling stuck creatively, over and over again, to doubting myself, the reason why I share my work ( even when I'm not proud of it ) and so on and so forth.
I wouldn't call myself an artist either, even though I used to be a filmmaker and have been creating since I was a little kid. Eventhough I'm trying to sell/ have sold some of my illustrations on the blockchain since last year. Even though I have quit my last job 5 years ago.
Enough about me. Time for some chamomille tea ( that rhymes )
Nice to have found you and your work through discord!
That sums it all up, I think?
Haha! I had a couple of cups of it yesterday. Calming: yes. Bland: yes ;<)
Maybe add a spoon of honey on top? (Time for mine, too..)
I learnt somewhere that you should only add the honey when you can put your pinkie finger in the tea without burning it, otherwise it's indigestible.
Honey might indeed make a difference in chamomille tea :<)
I am about to get myself a coffee soon though ( don't tell anyone )
Honey also helps with Acid Reflux, or at least it helped me.
No sweat. I won't tell anyone... (unless the blockchain turns out to be actually 'transparent')