You said right whenever you totally denied yourself to eat something...the obsession to eat that item increases....
Nowadays i also try to eat healthy but to be honest I can't resist myself to have Cadbury...even just before 5 minutes I had it 😅😅
But I tried to have a small piece 😊
It is good to read how you treat yourself 😀
I have a level of discipline that some others do not I guess; but if people don't have medical conditions that don't respond well to sugar then eating chocolate is ok. So eat away if it's not causing you harm.