I woke up feeling dizzy like I needed to get back to sleep, I knew it was from too much alcohol.
1 had a lot to drink the previous night because it wasn't easy putting up with the shitty things happening around me.
I dragged my feet lazily to the kitchen, greeted ma and asked for a cup of water, I had it and felt a little bit better.
Immediately, my mind began to wander.......
I thought I heard the voices all over again, they keep tormenting, warning and threatening me and it hurts so bad. I managed to dress up for school, feeling so down and lost, i heard some naughty kids in school say "you dumb kid", and all I felt was rage. I felt like smacking them on their faces to make sure tomorrow won't smile on them.
No one knows the pain I'm trying to contain,
No one knows the pain I'm trying to hide,
No one knows the shit I go through every freaking day,
I try to wear a smile at all times but,
One close enough will know all is not okay
But!!
Who cares??