You're right Ma'am @coloredshimmers
that "we may live in all the glamours in the world, we cannot fabricate life. If the ending has been written, we may not want to accept it but we must embrace every tomorrow that comes after today, because creating memories limitlessly is one of the best treasures you can bequeath to your loved ones"
Upon reading your blog, my tears flow. I missed my father. He is now in heaven.
My deepest sympathy is with you. No words can soothe what you're feeling but I hope, you'll continue doing better in life.